Wow I have not posted or logged into my LJ for 6 years?!?! I feel old at 23 now =.= To all my LJ friends i'm sure i'm already forgotten LOL!! 

Would love to get in touch with all of you from my forum days and POT fangirling! i.e. Animechains.net and the POT forum >.< 

Lol k i know most of u wont really care in a way but yea i've updated after a long time...kind of like coming back from the dead. Im sorry i didnt reply all of ur msgs guys but for those of u who took time to answer my previous post im really happy u did. ^^ Thanks for all the support. =D And for those who didnt although u were in my friends list, i dont give a damn cos maybe u missed it or were busy or maybe its just cos i didnt know u enough or MAYBE my post was not interesting or dramatic enough to post a comment. So thank you very much for making that a point.

Also...i just wanna say that...my uncle passed away after a 3 month fight with his illness. So..well im not very good at elaborating but i'll just leave it as that...and i chose to update at this particular date because its my birthday...lol yes i turned 17 on the 17th of september. Also, i left my college and i most probably will be studying in singapore. Hehe im getting lazy after not updating after a 2 months....anyway um..dont think i will be updating regularly cos im really busy nowadays...and my emotions are like a rollar coaster...goes up and down...

Ahh..i like to rant to myself...gomen gomen.

All i have to say now is take care my friends =D u know who u are.

PS sorry for being abrupt and i shall see all of u soon.......i think. XD

XOXOXOXOXOXOXO

Saa..ne how should i start this? I know i havent been updating for a month plus but ever since i started my holiday everything has just been a rollarcoaster ride. So..since i havent been updating much anyway i'm going to keep things simple..like my subject says im going to be MIA for awhile. Why? Well theres only 3 reasons i can think of at the moment....

1. My uncle is very ill hes enemic (dunno if i spelt that right. XD) and its given him trouble in the past but this time its hit him hard and he might not make it. He transferred to Singapore's hospital for treatment where hes fighting for his life everyday. My family and i have been jetsetting there very often since July. Yup..its not really a holiday because im worried for my cousins and aunty.

2. I may transfer to Singapore as well to further my studies there. That means...saying goodbye to Malaysia. KL and well the life i have been living for the past 16 years. I know Singapore is just next door but...i'll be leaving behind the next most important thing after my family.....my friends.

3. My internet...lol you guys should have guessed it already. Its not so much my internet..i just dont have the mood to be surfing online at this point and with the bad connection, it just puts me off further.

Also...i missed you guys terribly, i loved reading all of your journal entries and commenting on them. ^^ I remember the animechains forum (AC) with all the Fan clubs i used to create not only in the POT forum but on the other forum pages as well. I remember the AXN forum that i left behind 2 years ago...i miss the people there too. I remember each and everyone's username in the forums i used to frequent in. Windy-nechan, even do i havent met the new forumers in FET who have no doubt become a regular already. Please congratulate them for me. I know Blossom-chan must have already become a regular. ^^;;

Last but not least...thank you you all for all the fun times and i wish i knew some of you a little bit better. In my next and final post later on in the day..i'll..well its just a personal message to each and every one of you on my friend's list. Though i only have 18 at the moment. XD

PS I have a more personal blog at blogspot, its not up but if you like you can check it out once its up. Hehe i'll still update my LJ once everything settles down. =)

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I was just flipping through the channels on astro last night in my grandma's house until..*News Flash: Breaking News* London gets hit by several bombs in near the tube station..or more specifically King's Cross station. WTF??!!!! My bro's uni is near there and he goes down that station all the time to go back home and he travels on those buses that were hit to travel home or to visit his gf's hostel which was just around the corner!! O___O Thank god he graduated already or i'd dread to think if he was one of those innoncent victims that were caught in the bomb blast. Like i've mentioned before his graduation ceremony takes place next week but most of his friends and classmates cancelled the trip and so did my family. Obviously we're all in total shock and my bro thinks that the uni would cancel and reschedule the convocation.

WTH is going on with the world today?? Its not even safe to travel or go anywhere you please. Last night the death count was 2 and the wounded were around 90+. Now the death count is 37 and the wounded are 900 people that includes the citizens of Great Britain and tourists around the world.

The terrorists struck America with full force...and now they're proabably gonna do the same with London bit by bit...

I hope the culprits who did this burn in hell.

Sorry if i havent been updating my LJ..i've been er..preoccupied with a lot of things...my exams are coming up in 2 weeks, my crap internet has been unstable lately so i havent been in the mood to update cos I CANT EVEN GET ACCESS TO THE NET. Honestly....FUCK YOU STREAMYX, you totally pissed me off muchos this time...my goodness im not even gonna elaborate about it now cos im too put off to type decently. Sorry if i havent been posting comments on your LJ's guys...but i do read them! Each and every one. ^.^

Anyway...i shall put up my angst original fic now cos im feeling stressed and so out of sync so i think its appropriate to post it now.

( My untitled fic )

PS I will update as usual tomorrow or something cos the past few week has been interesting and lucky in a sense. XD

PPS Btw joe, nice haircut! It really suits you! ^__^

Seriously man...Thank God Its Friday. This whole week really sucked man. Honestly, my english teacher Ms Anjali was being such a biatch giving us all our assignments this week before our final exams. Like..HELLO??!! We have other subjects too you know and its not our fault that YOU can't stick to the bloody course outline and then force everything on us cos you're running out of time to finish the syllabus!! Im so glad i didn't take Statistics if not it would've been hell, and i cant believe im saying this...but im relieved i took french instead. Ms Juyol (my french teacher in GIS) would have been jumping for joy if she heard me say this. XD And Julian (my french teacher now) is now officially dubbed "King Julien" from the film Madagascar. Hahahahah, i made my friends laugh so much especially Sarah until she can't even look at him without laughing. LOL!! Omg speaking of French i have a 10 min group presentation on Monday....aww man...plus i got a million things to do for english...like our group research project is due next week and my persuasive presentation...damn it!! Oh ya..luckily Anjali didnt pick me to present today cos..shes going from back to front using the attendence and my surname's "Tan" so i was really lucky i didnt get picked today. Thank god for a miracle!! ^^;;

Besides that, my cousin Shaun is coming back from Melbourne this evening and my bro, Jun and me will probably get him addicted to DoTA muwhahaha. Yup DoTA's my new obsession now...well its all my bro's fault, im not that addicted to it la..but ever since i started playing it i neglected WoW. XD Seriously, you guys should try it out. Its fun to play in a group. ^^ Anyways moving on, im so pissed off with tennis man...namely Wimbledon. Tim Henman aka Tiger Tim was struggling in the first round and now hes lost to an unseeded player in the second round!! I mean hes never been out that early, i expected him to be out in the quater finals but not in the second round man. >.< And my poor Rafael Nadal lost in the second round too. T___T Its not as heart breaking (though it still is for me) cos this is only his second tournament on grass. Besides...he won the French Open and has been participating in back to back tournaments. Wonderboy needs his rest right now if you ask me...hes only 19 and he has plenty of chances to play in Wimbley again. ^^

Oh dear i didnt know how much i've ranted already. ^^;; Ah well that's all from me....for now. =D

Lol..i know i didnt update my journal consistently this week cos i was extremely preoccupied with work...and leisure. XD Remember that short story i told you i had to hand up by this week? It was hell cos the minimum pages for it was 10 pages...o___O but with double spacing. Even so my story went up to about..3170 words. So i was typing like a mad woman this past week to get it done. Also, my bro just came back from the UK last weekend. He finally completed his uni and in July my family and i will be attending his convocation. ^^ Oh yea..he also bought me a copy of World of Warcraft aka WoW. Currently..im addicted to it. XD Yes its true, thats mostly why i've stop updating suddenly. ^^;; But if im not busy playing WoW i've been enthralled by a novel i bought on friday, i can read it for hours non-stop. The story is so captivating its too wonderful to put down. I have one more chapter to go before i finish it and i definitely want to finish it before monday. My eyes are totally wasted at this point in time. XD

I also have 2 or 3 more weeks till my final exam. Im pretty scared cos i feel i've been swept away by the wave of time. Its too soon! T__T In a couple of weeks i'll be finishing yet another semester, i cant believe time passes so quickly...seriously...i've also begun to write again not fanfiction but just pure original fiction. I wrote one a couple of days back, a brief one. I dont know what came over me but i just started to type it. I guess at that point my heart was open and all my emotions and pent up feelings were overflowing. I'll post it up if anyone wants to read it. XD Its pretty..um..angsty. ^^;; My short story was tragic too. Lol..i guess i have an affinity for tragic, angst and dramatic stories.

Well that's about it i guess, my round up of the week. XD Pretty brief cos i dont want to ellaborate or type more after that short story...=__=;; I kind of missed out some stuff, i can't remember what it is but it'll come to me. ^^;;

Lol..okay thats a lame subject but hey im SOOO into tennis again...well IRL not POT guys..im still into POT but..now im perving on tennis players. XD It used to be Coria all the way but after he got married i was like.."blah.." now its..Spanish sensation Rafael Nadal!! *fangirl scream* XD Hes soo cute!! *points at icon* XD ok fine im over the moon cos hes the new French open champion, he beat Federer in the semis and over powered Puerta in the finals to claim the title. And wonderboy's only 19 mind you. He turned 19 when he beat the world no 1. ^___^ Hmm..2 years difference..not bad...XD Haha now i have an excuse to visit my friend in Spain. Woohoo! Yea im totally high right now (if you havent guessed already). Hehe...

Anyways i was out the whole day yesterday. I went out to mid valley with my mates from highschool to hang out and watch a movie. I havent seen them in ages so it was super to see them again. ^^ We watched Madagascar...and i must say i found it funny. Well it still cant beat Shrek/Shrek 2 in terms of entertainment but it was still a fun movie nevertheless. My fave characters are King Julien & Mort...ahahah.."I like to move it, move it.." hes so silly! Lol..poor Maurice..he should be the King instead. XD I like the main characters too but King Julien beats them! (the robotic dance!) =D Those of you who have watched this movie will know what i mean. ;) If you havent...go watch it! If not for Alex, Melman, Marty & Gloria...go watch it for the sake of King Julien!! XD XD XD Im being serious here. ^^;; The penguins were a blast to watch too. ^.^

PS Ppl who use photoshop or any graphic programs. Do you save your icons as a gif, jpeg or png file? Just curious cos i usually save mine as a gif but somehow the icon turns out lighter than what it originally is in photoshop. >.>

I have a annoying cold....i kept sneezing today and last night too. *sniff* My nose is all stuffy...and to top it all off its THAT time of the month again. >.> Geez its so irregular its killing me. I hope it doesnt come when i have my exams next month...it'll be a pain to sit through the exam if that happens! Well besides that i've been polishing my photoshop skills. I made a few icons yesterday and today i made a Jin Kazama banner. ^^ Hehe playing Tekken 5 got to me. XD Maybe i'll use it when i return to post in FET. ^^ Instead of updating my LJ i should spend my weekend planning my short story for english....sigh im out of ideas and its due in 2 weeks! Argh!! And it has to be between 500-1000 words, i even heard the minimum words for this assignment is 1000...=__=;; I'm so dead man...i really have NO idea on what to write. XD Its a free essay so it should be okay..but im still blank. What's a girl to do? T___T

Besides that, i watched LOTR: ROTK the extended version today and....im hooked on it again!! *____* I love Legolas! *fangirl scream* XD So yes i am sick in more ways than one, im lovesick over an elf in middle earth. XD Well its true and i missed watching LOTR anyway...im probably gonna watch the other two tomorrow cos my dad wants me to watch The Last Samurai with him tonight. XD And i may watch Madagascar with some of my mates tomorrow...or tuesday maybe since my english teacher cancelled class *Woohoo!* I'm so behind in movies. I bet im the only one who hasn't seem Kingdom of Heaven & Star wars ep III. ^^;; Oh well i havent had much time on my hands since i go to college everyday now! I used to have a day or two off from college. >.> I'm so not enrolling into this semester next year, so i can prolong my holiday. =D

Oh and did i tell you i suck in customising my LJ. I wanted it to look nice! But i can't figure out the codes and stuff...i mean i wanted to revamp my whole layout and make it similar to Mari-chan's....well when i mean nice, i meant her LJ layout. I wanted my stupid LJ to look like that but i'm an LJ illiterate. XD

Anyway i'm working on a couple of fanfics now, cos my writing skills seem to be deteriorating ever since my last Atobe fic..(remember that anyone??) =__=;;

PS velvet_abyss, I'll get the POT websites for you soon! So sorry! >.>

[EDIT] Oh..bloody heck i didnt put up the memes...SIGH i'll do it tomorrow. Yes i do use profanities but most of you havent heard it IRL or i've been trying to mind my manners. XD I tend to...well improvise with them so they dont totally sound bad but im not exactly a foul mouth either so....In fact most of my friends find it funny and follow suit. ^^;;